But all things should be done decently and in order. (1 Corinthians 14: 40)
This is a mandala I coloured during the silent Sabbath while I was at Tatamagouche Centre the past eight 8 days. My sabbatical is focusing on spiritual deepening and guidance and I was participating in the second residency of the Atlantic Jubilee Program
Mandalas play a part in many religion traditions, for more information, clickhere. Colouring one is a way of keeping one part of my busy brain occupied and let another part ponder, pray, meditate.
The French have embraced colouring as a form of therapy for adults and children alike as illustrated in this article.
As a child I loved to colour, always keeping within the lines of course. As an adult I became faintly embarrassed at how much I like precision and order, from how rooms are arranged, where in a room I can sleep and how pictures are hung. I find it difficult to relax in cluttered room and when my desk and office get messy, I am much less productive and at ease.
Somehow I unconsciously absorbed the idea that creativity=chaos and so labelled myself uncreative. This was despite the many ‘creative’ things I have undertaken as an adult: belly dance, piano playing, cross-stitch, and most recently stained glass. But still a voice inside me whispered, “Yes, but all those things have patterns, you are simply following instructions.”
But as I coloured last week, as one part of my mind chose colours to complement and contrast, another part of my mind was soaring and I heard a voice inside saying, “Yes Catherine, you are colouring inside the lines, but I am the one who created order… I am the one who created the mathematical principles on which the mandala is based and music is shaped and dance is constructed, I am in the chaos AND in the order.”
Leonard Cohen’s words came to me:
“And like a blessing come from heaven
for something like a second
I was healed and my heart
was at ease.”
(Light As the Breeze)
What does creativity mean to you?